A raw and personal assertion of emotional liberation and self acceptance



KURATED NO. 228 – B
THE LYRICS
I Am by Alice Russell

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CONTENTS

PLAYLISTS
I Am
on Spotify and YouTube

ONE SONG I Am
ONE VIDEO 56 seconds of powerhouse singing on Gnarls Barkley’s Crazy
from Russell’s Instagram.

MAIN POST On Kurated No. 228-A


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I AM TRACKLIST

1 Agreement

2 Gravity

3 Square

4 I Am

5 I See You

6 Rain

7 Things

8 Sinner [Explicit]

9 Light

Songs and lyrics by Alice Russell and Alex Cowan

Agreement

Are we, in agreement, not always best to go

A heart in your handshake, seeing eye to eye

Did they hurt you or did you feel peace

Where you just waiting for the pause, to speak

In colours set up before your eyes

Draw a blank one more time, you’re out of the game

Find yourself before the next time we meet

We don’t get forever to grieve

To grieve, awake, awaken to grieve

I

I feel

In time

We’ll let go

And we’ll feel

The pain

That holds us

It may feel unholy, It may feel that It’s taken aim

It may feel hard, and tired, weary

But it’s here, knocking at your door

All line, right here

Or it will bury you bury you

Bury you bury you before your time

For your time

Hold to the heart, the rider

Away return to the whole

The right way through

Been waiting inside

Open it up and hold your shadow

Open it up and hold your shadow

Open up and face your shadow

Gravity

[Verse 1]

Waiting for your weight to fall, but you’re an angel

Now every day that I hold on to is unstable

[Pre-Chorus]

It’s like a change of gravity that I’m unable

To hold on to the things I learnt, things I knew

Weightless holds on only you

You know we can take control

Can’t, can’t stop

[Chorus]

Movement through this air not breathing

Movement through this air not feeling

Feeling fall beneath, I’m weightless

Gravity’s gone home, now I’ll take this

[Verse 2]

Hands grip tight while eagles fight

Time frozen

Brick by brick, foundation, crumble

[Pre-Chorus]

It’s like a change of gravity that I’m unable

To hold on to the things I learnt, things I knew

Weightless holds on only you

You know we can take control

Can’t, can’t stop

[Chorus]

Movement through this air not breathing

Movement through this air not feeling

Feeling fall beneath, I’m weightless

Gravity’s gone home, now I’ll take this

Movement through this air not breathing

Movement through this air not feeling

Feeling fall beneath, I’m weightless

Gravity’s gone home, now I’ll take this

[Post-Chorus]

Feeling fall beneath, I’m weightless

Gravity’s gone home, now I’ll take this

Square

What will they say when it gets to their turn?
Singing every word of a song they don’t know
It’s not our fault who’s to blame

Well we smash and we grab and fight and we love under siege
Seeing through each other’s eyes you can’t just roll it
Roll the dice on love
All of those things you just know

Remind us of home remind us remind us of home
Maybe that’s why these four lines meet
There’s no-one to show us
It’s not for the faint, it’s hard this work, you must work your heart
Others drifted far from loveOooo oooooowahhhhhhh!
They’ve been talking like we’re losing the fight for the soul
Who’s to say who is giving right?
we just don’t know
Till you go

Back to the story of a gentle heart
Back to the start
OooooWho knows, who knows
We care
We love
And we love and we learn and we love and we fight
Seeing through each other’s eyes
Seeing through each other’s eyes
And we love and we fight, we love, do we change?
Seeing through each other’s eyes
See it from the other sideWe love
See it from the other side


I Am

[Intro]
Mm, mm
Mm, mm

[Verse 1]
Now it has all gone
Peeling back one by one
I didn’t know any different from this
That night you gave my name
It wasn’t your fault
But you never change

[Pre-Chorus]
You passed on all your hurt
In the memory, you carry
We’ve got to break the chain

[Chorus]
You made the story strong
You passed on all that hurt
Now l move apart, so I can breathe
Who’s there for me?
I am, I am, I am, I am

[Verse 2]
Made to play your game
One golden rule we just can’t break
You wouldn’t feel
What you carried inside
And now he’s left your side
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The space is wild and lonely
But nothing’s changed
You passеd on all your hurt
In the memories you carry
Wе have to break the chain

[Chorus]
You made the story so strong
You passed on all that hurt
Now I move apart, so I can breathe
Who’s there for me?
I am, I am, I am, I am
I am, I am

[Outro]
I must watch my heart
I must watch my heart
I must watch my heart
([?])
I must watch my heart
([?])

I See You

Be tender with this heart
No surrender till this part
Cards gripped tight, changed to skin
Your kingdom who comes in
Be still with your heart

If they be tender from the start
Show you your splendour
How to start
Cards gripped tight, changed to skin
You decide now who comes in
Be still with your heart

Now I see you
I forgive you
Now I know this
What you gave
(What you had in me)

You are here
You are seen
And so wanted

You are here
You are seen
And so wanted

Rain
[Verse 1]

And if you hear all and what you knew was not, that may feel strange

And if you saw and if you heard, then it will make you change

Left open wide, how did you not see that you’d come this far?

Put back your mask, it’s all you know

Time and time again

[Chorus]

So why you always chasing your tail?

Always changing where you belong

Picked up the chain and run

But how long, how far before you let go?

Why you always chasing your tail?

Always changing where you belong

Picked up the chain and run

But how long, how far before you let go?

[Verse 2]

So in you go, the walls you scale to find your way back in

Those precious thoughts, flesh, blood, and bone you slowly start to feel

The light will break how did you not see that you’ve come this far

Put back your mask, it’s all you know, time and time again

[Chorus]

So why you always chasing your tail?

Always changing wherе you belong

Picked up the chain and run

But how long, how far bеfore you let go?

Why you always chasing your tail?

Always changing where you belong

Picked up the chain and run

But how long, how far before you let go?

Things

Laying all the blame, at each other′s feet again
Lifting all our hearts, trying not to disconnect
Counting all the names, the list is long
Mask is fierce, cover up strong

We look up to the stars, remind us of our place again
We get up and we go, is that all we’re doing
No one cares (care cares)
That′s what you believe
We remember all the names, remember all they did
And oooo, ooo what is it you believe?

Are you open
You are
(Feels too hard to hold)
(Waiting for that change again)
But we’ll fly
We’re still here
You′re still here and we′ll start again
But we’ll fight
We′re still here
You’re still here and we′ll start again
OooooooOOOOOO WAAAAAooo

Sinner

You can′t deny this feeling
Who would ever know?
What is there to know?
I can’t disguise what I feelI
t′s taken all I have, to keep hold of these words so long
All I have
All I need
All this change, inside of me
Stronger now to take the pain on my own (on my own)
All I have
All I need
All this change, inside of me
Stronger now to take the pain on my own (on my own)
Same old ideas about owning love when
Just keep your own path clear (judge your own shit)
Same old ideas about owning love when
Just keep your own path clear (judge your own shit)
Same old ideas
Just see yourself
You can’t stop this struggle
Left out of your hands
What powers made me stay here so long?I can’t be no otherKeep telling me to leave, with stillness comes with time

All I have

All this change, inside of me
Stronger now to take the pain on my own (on my own)
All I have
All I need
All this change, inside of me
Stronger now to take the pain on my own (on my own)

Light

Take it down to that moment
Feel your way back to past times already flown
Where did they go
Who really knows
Time won’t wait
It’s here for us all
It’s how we learn
It’s why we’re here
And we’re still here
Hold your light, Hold your light
Hold your light,
Hold your light Hold your light
Remember the part of the story
Not the one you were fed or
Told how it should be
The one that connects you
The one that teaches you
Reminds you, you belong
Time won’t wait It’s here for us all It’s how we learn It’s why we’re here And we’re still here Hold your light,
Hold your light
Hold your light,
Hold your light
Hold your light