KURATED NO. 280
VANCOUVER FOLK MUSIC FESTIVAL 49
RECENT RELEASE Animal Poem by Anna Tivel

Album cover for Animal Poem
CONTENTS- ALBUM PLAYLIST on YouTube and Spotify
12-song general playlist of her songs - ALBUM LYRICS: Kurated No. 280
- CONCERT: Tivel’s NPR Tiny Desk Concert
on YouTube (20:57 mins) - WEBSITE: www.annativel.com
- INTERVIEW: The Quiet Brilliance of Anna Tivel / Glide Magazine
Holy Equation Lyrics
[Verse]
God bless this city
Steel-beamed and starless
Exhaust and graffiti
A dirty glass forest
Surrounded by faces
Always a tourist
God bless this city
I′ve just got to say
This whole thing is really
Keeping me humble
The discount groceries
And the timing-belt trouble
I’m waking up early
I′m bussing the tables
This whole thing is really
A hopeless equation
[Chorus]
The math doesn’t add up
There’s holes in the fabric of dreams
You see right through
Good luck to the lucky few
And God bless the rest of us fools
[Verse]
And God bless my neighbor
Her pit bull′s barking
Thе boyfriend who robbed her
Was sеarching for something
To ease that feeling
That mortal labor
God bless that woman
She always waves
At the old Russian couple
Who walk in circles
Bright-colored kerchief
And hard world smiles
The harshest language
Is one that fails to give a person
Endless value
The math doesn′t add up
There’s holes in the fabric of dreams
You see right through
Good luck to the lucky few
And God bless the rest of us
[Verse]
And God bless this country
I cry about it
Gold dust blooming
From black gunpowder
A proud explosion
Of hope and anger
God bless this whole mess
And God bless my neighbors
The purple bicycle kid rides home
His arms outstretched
In the flight path, soaring
A pickup swerves and honks his horn
If God exists, that math is holy
Animal Poem Lyrics
Courage is a tired mom, milk crate and a cardboard sign
Trying to find a story for her daughter
This is how the world exists, let me spin it for you kid
In a way that’s easier to swallow
Everyone is in a play, characters in constant pain
Reaching for a way to taste some beauty
You can be someone who loves, or you can be somebody else
That’s all there is, you breathe, then you’re not breathing
Lit up real neon bulb, everything is human love
Everywhere you look therе might be meaning
Chaos is an ancient art, you can cut thе world you want
Out of any shit that you’ve been given
I don’t know and tell me more, is a poem that never fails
Spoken in the language of a lover
You can be someone who moves, and tries to move somebody else
That’s all there is, you die in broken laughter
None of it is really fair, born into the atmosphere
Breathing gold or stealing when you’re hungry
Everyone you come upon, holds a picture in their mind
Ask them and they might just show you something
Magpie on the dying grass, looking for a diamond
Or some trash to build a temporary altar
Everything’s a turning wheel, it comes around, you’re born, you feel
You leave the truth you stole for someone after
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High up silver howling bird, looking down to see the world
Spinning out into the vast forever
Flying is a faithful dance, animals suspended
At the place where understanding touches vapor
Sorry and i’m listening, is a poem that’s always been
Beautiful enough to kill the darkness
You can be someone who loves, or you can be somebody else
I tell you kid, the first one is the hardest
Paradise Lyrics
[Verse]
You know I keep the paper for some future rainy day
I put it in a pile with all the other things I save
Bottle tops and broken watches
Rubber bands and creamer cartons
All that I might need tomorrow
You never know when it gets hard
Folding all the clothes, a growing pile upon the bed
T-shirts from my travels, Egypt, Montreal, Berlin
Turning up the radio, the BBC, the world so close
My old car is dead, you know
And all those papers block the door
[Chorus]
I can′t find it
Paradise is in the mind
I just know it is
But I’ve been searching for a lifetime
[Verse]
I pick my way through everything to find thе ringing phone
Pose a hundred quеstions, hungry just to hear someone
Another year tomorrow, no one here to send a card to
Books and bills and empty jars, a wave arising, oh my God
[Chorus]
I can′t find it
Paradise is in the mind
I just know it is
But I’ve been searching for a lifetime
[Verse]
Wasn’t I alive among the pine trees in the wind?
Running through the country, trying to find it
Almost out of time and I still don′t know what it is
I don′t have what I need to keep from dying
[Chorus]
I can’t find it
Paradise is in the mind
I just know it is
But I′ve been searching for a lifetime
I can’t find it
Paradise is in the mind
I just know it is
But I′ve been searching for a lifetime
A lifetime
[Verse]
You know I keep the paper for some future rainy day
I put it in a pile with all the other things I save
Envelopes and advertisements, soup cans and folder files
I keep looking, I can’t find it
Paradise or something like it
Badlands Lyrics
[Verse]
Driving through the badlands
You were talking about time
All those strange formations
Making shadows you followed
The purple of the ages
And the painted yellow lines
A photo never catches what you′re after
It’s further
Easy does it, lead foot
You got miles to get it right
Look at all those silver hubcaps
Spinning, the wind sends
A thousand birds and startled waves
Reversing through the sky
Then emptiness right after that explosion
[Chorus]
Sweet understanding
The sky is on fire above the badlands
And when you least expect it
You′re gonna find yourself traveling alone
[Verse]
Settling in sandstone
There’s a coyote on the rise
Lonely as a figure in a painting
It’s painful
You learn it all so slow
You′ll be gone before you′re wise
But maybe it’s the highway that′ll change you
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[Chorus]
Sweet understanding
The sky is on fire above the badlands
And when you least expect it
You’re gonna find yourself traveling
Sweet understanding
The sky is on fire above the badlands
And when you least expect it
You′re gonna find yourself traveling alone
You’re gonna find yourself traveling alone
You′re gonna find yourself traveling alone
Hough Avenue
[Verse]
Plane touched down, Cleveland, Ohio
I raised my collar to the cold
On the cab ride home, that song was playing
Don′t let me be misunderstood
Raised on soul and running hungry
Looking for a more perfect love
Rock ‘n′ roll or God and country
Or just somebody to look at us
On the corner where you were laid out
Still half-smiling from the dream
There’s a reason for the letdown
And that song means everything
Good intentions, better liars
History wears its bloody hand
I saw you last in late Septembеr
You were sleeping in your car again
Human kindness is ovеrflowing
Miss Simone made me believe
I just don’t know where to go now
Let this whole place lie to me
On the corner where you struck out
In the echo of a scream
There′s a reason for the breakdown
And that song means everything
It′s just a song, quit your crying
There’s man who fought so you could find it
Reaching out past their violence
Into some bright unknown
It′s worth the cost just to listen
That door was locked and now it isn’t
An endless wall of televisions
And something bigger still unfolding
On the corner where you bled out
There′s a reason for those bells now
And that song means everything
On the corner where you held out
For the future lives of kings
There’s a reason for your death now
And that song means everything
Airplane to Nowhere Lyrics
Gold trombone and broken drum
The wonder and the violence
The wonder and the violence
Reaching out to touch someone
Just how you learned in childhood
Warm milk and dry blood
The winter rain is blowing sideways
Some other day′ll find you smiling
Pepper shaker, shattered plate
The way he kissed you after
Good as any mother
Made that anger fly away
Airplane to nowhere
Reeling in the ether
The wintеr rain is blowing sideways
Some other day’ll find you smiling
Starting ovеr, climbing up
From a dream that you were driving
Out into the badlands
Best intentions right up front
But the dream was just a phantom
Never really happened
The winter rain is blowing sideways
Some other day′ll find you smiling
Don’t worry, babe, this is kindness
A little pain and then you’re flying
White Goose Lyrics
[Verse 1]
June was just around the corner, the rain my only lover
A green so bright and tender, I got high enough to let it blow my mind
I was a kid in some past life, I shot a white goose flying south
Crimson rose blooming across, the empty wildness he fell out of
Drunk with power, sick with pain, I laid in fields to feel something
Small and lost and full of thanks, I guess the rain just made me think of it
[Verse 2]
Of blue dragonflies on rubber, the cracked tires by the river
The pull of muddy water, hiding quick flashes of silver, it’s alright
In just a minute I’ll be fine, I got the mеaning wrong again
Took for granted everything I need to brеathe and feel and live
The tender green, the violent wind, I want to let it make me change
Born, then blown around, then dead, I guess the rain just made me think of it
[Verse 3]
Five semis in the darkness, the stars that map the night shift
Driving back to Oregon on the burned out path the fire took, I could cry
Only chimneys left alive, is there a lonelier sight
The ghost of everything we loved and everything we didn’t fight for
The wild midnight forest, the kid, the gun, the white goose
The wind, the tender green, the summer rain just made me think of it
[Outro]
June was just around the corner, the rain my only lover
A green so bright and tender, I got high enough to let it blow my mind
Flourescence in the Future Lyrics
[Verse]
Saturday was endless
You became a prism bending
Indigo across the ceiling
Finally let yourself believe it
A mind to live inside
Terror, boredom, kindness, flight
Getting older all the time
Or is it just fluorescent lighting on your face?
[Chorus]
Is there something else you meant to say?
[Verse]
Fear and disappointment, a forever kid just hoping
For a better movie version of the future fact of dying
You arrive, and evеry room is just a mirror facing you
A carpet path, a shifting shadow
You can turn, but you can never turn away
[Chorus]
Is thеre something else you meant to say?
[Verse]
There′s no way to avoid it
Every engine has an end date
You are here and this is one day
Another may be coming
Lay your palm upon the table
Every fortune you have handled
Everything you loved and mangled
Every thought you held so close
Your mind was changed
[Chorus]
Is there something else you meant to say?
[Verse]
Happiness is fragile
A breath of air through a window
Maybe all the rest will help you
Hold the wind when it’s against you
Incredible explosion
Ephemeral good feeling
Close your eyes, it′s only fleeting
Don’t forget the way it came on
Like a wave
[Chorus]
Is there something else you meant to say?
Meantime Lyrics
[Verse]
The family down the street moved out
That dad who slapped his kids around
Then, built a swing behind the house that no one ever used
It′s funny how we find it hard to see into a tangled heart
The beautiful and brutal parts are beating in us too
[Chorus]
And I’m gonna love you in the meantime
′Til the gold light ends
In the madness of real life
I promise to do my best
[Verse]
Sometimes when the morning comes, I roll away from everyone
Holding all that hurt me once, I know you know that truth
It’s hard to keep the wheels attached, the everyday, the aftermath
The purple fading blue to black when sun sets like a bruise
[Chorus]
And I’m gonna love you in the meantime
′Til the gold light ends
In the madness of real life
I promise to do my best
[Verse]
The family down the street moved out, I wonder where they′re living now
They fixed it up, the swing is still reaching in the wind
I reach for you, something like that, eternally, but never quite
Becoming good, but God, I’m trying to be a better friend
[Chorus]
And I′m gonna love you in the meantime
‘Til the gold light ends
In the madness of real life
I promise to do my best
[Outro]
In the madness of real life
I promise to do my best
The Humming Lyrics
[Verse]
You were trying to tell me something I could not relate
Language is the lover′s problem, listening is pain
Everything is open, baby, everything is safe
Someday, when we’re older, I′ll remember
Summer on the roof, the apples falling from the tree
Reaching for each other in confused eternity
Reverence and wonder, emptiness and need
Someday, when we’re older, I’ll do better
And watching you becoming everything you will become
I just want to live inside the realness of it all
Hold you ′til you know you are the reason I know love
Someday, when we′re older, I will tell you
Everything I learned about the rain from watching you
Every way I thought I couldn’t change until you moved
Every hour I spent just trying to kiss some kind of truth
Someday, when we′re older, I will linger
Over all the moments of an ordinary life
Orange moon so low, we had to stop and rub our eyes
I was trying to tell you, but I couldn’t find the words
Someday, when we′re older, sitting quiet
Everything will spread out like a history of love
Cinema unfolding in the wake of us
What if that bright humming is all there ever was?
Baby, tell me something, I can hear it
[Outro]
Hey, love
I’m just in my hotel
Sitting here, I′m thinking about you
Okay, bye
